It’s Not Always What you Think by Ines Radman

It’s Not Always What you Think


November 24, 2016 Ines Radman



There are two people that I want to write about. Although the events that happened in their lives happened a few months ago, it took me some time to put my thoughts together on them. Ken O’Keefe and Zen Gardner.
Ken is/was someone whom I admired very much, not because of the person that he was, what he looked like or his past accomplishments but because of the way he spoke out so passionately about wars and the unjust actions of Israel. I enjoyed listening to him on Press TV and RT News. It was by accident that I stumbled upon an interview with Richie Allen that shocked the hell out of me. Whether or not Ken committed a crime or stole money that he had acquired through Source Funding is not something I can comment on, only Ken knows the truth, but what really shocked me was the way he attacked Richie and refused to give straightforward answers. My feeling is that Ken was not telling the truth. Psychopaths go on the attack when being questioned let alone accused of something. Richie never once accused him of anything, the purpose of the interview was to ask him questions that others had put forth. I feel for Ken, I can feel his anger over lifetimes in that interview and it’s just sad that he had to respond the way he did because he lost all credibility in my eyes. It’s not important to me whether he did what he was being accused of, I have no right to judge him, if he did do what some are accusing him of, that is Ken’s karma and he has to deal with it, but his methodology of responding to questions to me was an outright admission of guilt by attacking Richie. I hope that Ken will find a way to deal with his anger and pain one day, I truly feel for the guy. Whether he’s guilty or not is not for us to judge, it’s for Ken to live with and deal with consequences. I could feel many lives of violence and being violent in Ken’s energy, thus logical that he has not yet dealt with it in this lifetime and it has accumulated. Perhaps this is why he is so angry because it goes so far back into many past lives. Ken is a very damaged soul and I sure hope that he will find a way to heal one day otherwise he will keep repeating this cycle of life and death with violence until he has come to terms with his anger and guilt. In any case, we should never judge anyone based on the way they look or the way they speak, what hides behind the face or heart can be something totally different.
 
As for Zen Gardner. Wow, that was a shock when I attempted to visit his website and found it was no longer active. After googling him, I came across information, attacks, accusations and interviews about him being involved in some cult. Again, I don’t know if Zen was aware that there was some bad stuff going on, and even if he did know, does he not have the right to start over and make a new beginning? Have we not all made mistakes and how do we measure the severity of sexual abuse with lying or embezzling money? Is that not causing harm upon someone? How do we define a horrific crime and according to whom is that definition defined to be a horrific crime? What I am trying to say is that even if Zen did know there was sexual abuse or whatever involved in the cult, are we to crucify him because he didn’t say anything or do you consider that to be just as bad as performing the act itself? Who determines which is less evil than the other?
I don’t know Zen, just like I don’t know Ken but their actions should not be judged by us and if we are to make a better world, a better place to live, is it not upon us to forgive and move on?
Zen was my daily inspiration, I often re-posted  his work because it was empowering and gave me new perspectives. Often, his work was very similar to mine because his message was always about becoming better and freeing ourselves from the Matrix. I am saddened that he has  just shut everything down because of a few people that couldn’t forgive and let go. I read some attacks on him and they were so bad I wondered how that person that wrote such a scathing attack on Zen considered himself to be better than Zen even if he did do something wrong? The attacker said some horrible things and that alone is a crime of conscience to judge someone you have never met or spoken to.
I have made many mistakes in my life. I have hurt many people in this lifetime. The mistakes were never intentional, just poor judgement or wrong choices. I never hurt anyone intentionally, it was my traumatic past that collected a lot of anger and rage over the years and it just so happens we vent on the people we love the most. Does this make me a bad person? Even if I was a bad person, does that mean that I should be branded for the rest of my life because of the mistakes I made?
In self awareness, it brings about a new perspective about our lives and our purpose here. We claim to be aware and enlightened yet the moment one of us makes a mistake, we instantly attack them for their mistakes. This doesn’t make us any better than themselves. For years now I have written about people that I suspected were not authentic in their work, but I have always tried to be objective and not attack them or call them names. I think that it’s important to bring out the worse in people in order to expose what they are doing for the purpose of not hurting others but not to punish them because we feel we have that right. Remember, we are all here as actors in a play. Each one of us have a specific role and that role is not always being the good guy. Some of us had to be bad, murderers, tyrants, whatever, in order to bring out the good we have to create bad situations.
I often write about creating chaos in order to seek peace. If we lived in a perfect world there would be no need to seek a better one. If everyone was happy and expressing love, we would not think of creating a happier one. Humans are funny that way. We can live modestly and be happy, we don’t need a whole lot to be happy. Most of us are content with a roof over our heads, food on the table and surrounded by family, anything more is a bonus. The moment the neighbor gets a better TV, we want one too. We judge one another by material wealth and not by the strength of our hearts or size of our hearts. How can we want a better world if we are perfectly happy with the one we have? In order to create a new paradigm, we had to create chaos and madness. This is what the plan was before we came here. Ken has his role to play; so does Zen, we may not like what they did or didn’t do, but we must also remember that none of us are perfect and at times forget that the world doesn’t center around us alone and that we are just a small part of the whole.
I feel that Zen Gardner has already started over under a new name because Zen is not his real name anyways. He has so much to give to humanity and perhaps the lessons he learned or the pain he experienced in that cult made him the person he is today. I hope I can find him again and continue being mesmerized by his very empowering essays.
Life is what we make it. It is our responsibility to make this place a better one. We gave power to those that control us. Whether we knew this or not, we did give it to them and we must now take it back. Ken plays his part, Zen plays his part, I play my part and you old soul play your part as well.
This reminds me of the Christian dogma that although God created man in his image, he will punish him for his mistakes. Punishing man is such a contradiction to the creation of man in god’s image and is like god punishing himself. You can’t create perfection and then punish it for not being perfect. This is the duality and dogma of what we became and the belief systems implanted in us. We are all ONE. If I punish you or speak badly towards you, I am speaking badly to myself. We are reflections of one another and this cycle of self-infliction has to stop. How do we stop? We stop hurting others because we hurt ourselves at the same time. If we are ONE, we must behave in a loving way towards everyone regardless of the role they play in this reality. This is difficult to comprehend if you think of yourself as a human first, but this is why  we are here, to remember who we are and to make the changes necessary.
All is well, the play must go on!

Thanks to Ines at: https://wearelightbeings.wordpress.com

Higher Consciousness a Stone Throw Away!

November 23, 2016 Ines Radman Uncategorized


Consciousness is a way of perceiving a variety of dimensions of reality, it’s very intricate yet specific. The physical senses allow us to perceive this 3-D world yet by our very nature can also perceive other dimensions. We have or better said, we are that ability if we choose to develop it and bring it forth. I call that ‘awareness’. Most of us identify with our daily physical oriented self. We wouldn’t think of identifying with only one portion of our body and ignore all other aspects and yet we’re doing the same thing when we imagine that our ego self carries the burden of our identity.
It is far more important to understand ourselves and learn how to use the gifts embedded into our DNA than trying to figure out what is going on externally. Why? Because no matter what happens or is about to happen in this reality, it will not change who we are but if we understand who we are and how to use our gifts, we can then better deal with the external events. These external events are already programmed to happen, whether we like that or not, so why worry about what might happen?
You’re not a cosmic bag of bones and flesh thrown together through some process of mixing chemicals and elements. Our consciousness is not some fiery product, formed accidentally through the inter-working of chemical components or the through the myth of ‘evolution’. You’re not a forsaken offshoot of some physical matter; nor is your consciousness meant to vanish like a puff of smoke.
Instead, you form the physical body that you know at a deeply unconscious level with great discrimination, miraculous clarity and intimate conscious knowledge of each minute cell that composes it.It looks into subjective dimensions that are literally infinite and from these subjective dimensions all objective realities flow.  Epigenetics has proven that we are not victims of our genes and that we activate certain genes through thought.
All necessary information is given to us through these inner channels and incredible inner activities take place before we can as much lift a finger, flicker an eyelid. This part of our identity is naturally clairvoyant and telepathic, so that we are warned of disasters before they occur, whether or not we consciously accept the message and all communication takes place long before a word is spoken.
I use my pendulum to find answers to questions I may not be able to resolve myself. I use it mostly in my healing work when I can’t seem to find those answers myself and or need confirmation that what I think correlates with Universe. For many years I believed that all information that exists was somewhere in a place called ” Akashic Records”. All the time it was my belief that my pendulum was connected to that ‘sphere’. I now know that the pendulum is merely tapping into my memory bank which is then connected to all that is or the ‘ akashic’ that we all connect into.
My point is that the pendulum is already moving before I have even completed my thought/question process. Why is that? Because that information doesn’t travel, it’s apart of me and is faster than my brain function itself of formulating the question. It is times like this while working with the pendulum that I am reminded just how powerful we are and that all sources of information are within us accessible through different means. Some have telepathic abilities, psychic, whatever the case may be. We are all different therefore, have different means of accessing that information.
Our ‘outer ego’ and the inner ego work together, the outer to enable us to manipulate in the world that we know and the inner to bring those delicate inner perceptions without which this physical existence couldn’t be maintained.
Let’s assume that in the following days we see spaceships forming around our planet. To those of us that are in awareness, they will immediately know if they are there to greet us or deceive us.
Do you understand now why it’s important to work on yourself first rather than focusing or be obsessed over what is going on in the physical world/reality? We may be in a reality where there is no internet or means of communicating with each other. How will you be able to know what the purpose of these spaceships are if you have not connected the inner and outer self?
For those of you who wonder where I place the subconscious, as psychologists think of it, you can think of it as a meeting place between the outer and inner egos. There are no real divisions to the self but I am only trying to explain the various aspects as these are not the only ones.
The ego is a jealous god and it wants its interests served. This ego is part of and comes with the body we enter at birth, it’s not who we are. It doesn’t want to admit the existence of any other dimensions except those within which it feels comfortable and can understand. It was meant to be an aid but it has been allowed to become a tyrant.
If you have a limited concept of the nature of reality, then your ego will do its best to keep you in the small enclosed area of your accepted reality. This ego is similar to someone who has lived in Paris all their life but has never seen the Eiffel Tower. It is aware of the tower through description or images of it but has never experienced it. This ego is kind of like the mediator between our inner and outer ego and who in time can adapt to new information or belief systems if we introduce it in such a way that it will benefit the ego to know about it.
The senses that we use, in a very real manner, create the environment that we perceive. Our physical senses necessitate the perception of a 3-D reality. Consciousness is equipped with inner perceptors , however. These perceptors operate quite independently from that that might be assumed when a given consciousness adopts a specialized form, such as a physical body, in order to operate in a particular system. Remember, this reality is not only occupied by human bodies but other living beings.
I compare this to birth, the spirit/soul entering the human body. It’s like installing a new engine into a car. The engine provides the power but the car body has all the functions it needs to travel on roads and provide the driver with all tools. It may be a poor analogy but its the closest I can come up with to explain that the Soul/Spirit enters a physical body, it comes with all memories of its existence and all senses to use but the body we enter has a brain that makes the body function, record its physical events and tries to communicate with the spirit to have the ultimate human experience.
The inner and outer senses are part of the spirit/soul, while Ego is the ‘sensor of the brain’. Our physical senses (body processes) create the reality that we perceive. A tree is something different to a microbe, a bird, an insect and a man that stands beneath it. I’m not saying that the tree appears to be different. It is different. We perceive its reality through a set of highly specialized senses. This doesn’t mean that its reality exists in that form in any more basis way than it exists in the form perceived by the microbe, insect or bird. You can’t perceive the quit valid reality of that tree in any context but your own. This applies to anything within the physical system that we know.